Thursday, March 24, 2011

On leave

1st time taking leave for 1st job.

Quite dare and bold.

But just really wanna faint, it may due to period pain or low blood pressure.

Not so sure why is it so.

Thus i printed out the form and let my superior signed.

That's it. And surprisingly she approved my application. :) So Happy.

Actually she is not that bad as i think. HAHA...

Suddenly i feel unbearable to leave this department if i'm gonna to change to other department for the next training.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Lucky Day:)


Even though i always lack of luck in any draw.

However, today is special.

I just got a cutie bear thru a lucky draw for ladies' night in Wings musicafe.

My lucky number was 1065. hehe..

Actually i planned to go toilet, but my friends insisted and wanted me to go after the draw.

With friends' accompany really make me feel better, i won't felt lonely at all.

They suggested me to change my new name from "Jane" to "Quinn", for Irish , it means Wise. :")

Whatever happened tonight really make me feel good.

And so i give this gift with the name contra to "Quinn", which is "KING".

Monday, March 21, 2011

A new name for a new starting

21st March 2011, i change my name to "Jane Lim ".

No more "Shadow Lim".

No more inquiry about Shadow, end today. :)

Back to normal and usual. 

Simple and Nice. 





1st job @@ career

Today is the third week since i step into this banking field.

So far so good.

Just hope life can be more simple.

Human should be simple too if we can.

But not everybody can.

Cheer for myself ^^ i Can do it!!

At least shall hang on till September.

ARRhh..........:(





Emo 的一天

雨天, 我的世界很蓝。 。 。
上个周末, Blue....
Today is Monday Blue....
Dark Blue:(

我的爱情也很蓝。
吵架, 吵架, 又吵架。
联络, 没有。 电话没显示他的来电。

今天, 我terasa, 只因为我的上司不喜欢蜜瓜。
她 可以坦白告诉我,不应该同意我明天带蜜瓜,又在别的同事面前说不喜欢吃, 讨厌那个味道。
是我太敏感吗?

懊恼着明天我该带什么去公司, 只是简单的聚餐, 有必要那么复杂吗?
是我想太多, 怀疑她不喜欢我多过不喜欢蜜瓜。

情绪滋扰着我, 姨妈的探访加重我的忧郁。
我已经努力着开心。。。。。。
可是快乐的温度很低 也很短 。


Friday, February 25, 2011

Latest post for the year 2011


Sometimes it's just a mood.
Mood swing spoilt a day.
And mood brings me to write something.
So here i am again to write.
Look back to my older posts.
It seems that i had quite a long time didn't write for this page.

It's time for me to keep typing here.
Last time might not have time to write a diary.
Or i can say i was slack to pick up a pen to write, then stop in a half way.

I remember that my sister ever taught us to jot down what we had in mind and experienced in the past.
It reminds me of the diary i had, the primary exercise books is what i used as my diaries.
But most of the past events were sad as written in the books.

However, the most recent diary happened in the past three years.
It included almost all unforgettable things in my college life.
No matter it was good or bad, sadness or happiness, that's my life.
When i reviewed back, it brings back all the memories in second.
And, i like it.

Things do not go as we want it to be.
So we can just change what we want and ourselves.

This year will be a challenging one for me as i'm going to start a career soon.
Before i graduated, i did ever think about being a psychologist is what i aimed to be.
But, there is a far way to go.
Further study is inevitable, a must.
To study Master of pscyhology, but where the money comes from?
Of course, not from the family anymore, i still have two siblings are striving in Uni.
So, i have to work first in order to save the amount needed for further study.

I had ever think of just taking certain therapy's course, like game therapy or music therapy.
Still money always come first.
And i have to solve it.

I am truly grateful about the job my friend recommended, the bank's officer.
It's great with the benefits and high salary they offered.
So, i take it after deep consideration.

Even though my ambition is not in that field, at least currently i need it.

DREAM is not equal to LIFE.

MONEY + DREAM = LIFE

WORK+LIFE = MONEY

WORK is not equal to LIFE.

DREAM + WORK = LIFE