放不下~龔詩嘉=。=

想着你的温柔，
想着你的模样，
我放不下，
抱紧爱会挣扎，
放开爱会心慌，
神也很忙，
到底要实现哪个愿望？
离开你那么傻， 可以后悔吗？
Ooh。。。心里最深的牵挂，
越想遗忘越不能忘。。。。。。






我，
逃不了，
由你开始，
放弃好吗？
我，
已经开始不清楚，
有时很远，有时很近，
我到底在做什么？
想着想着，
视线已很模糊，
脸上热滚滚的，
又有点湿湿的，
怎么办！
看不清电脑荧幕了，
好怕，心好痛！
日记的字迹，
也模糊了。。。。。。

距离，
是爱了，
却不敢爱，
开不了口，
欺骗对方，
掩饰自己，
却放不下，
明明就在身边，
明明了解对方，
他的关心，
他的体贴，
他的可爱，
他的顽皮，
却要忽视一切。

朋友说我已身陷泥沼，
我又怎会不知，
只是不敢正视，
心里的那个我，
努力欺骗自己，
其实很在乎，
却很怕你知，
独自承受，
我要坚强。

今天的你， 听懂了？
朋友，两个字？
很简单， 我却加重了语气，
我说的很沉重， 你没听出吧？
你不回我，
我的心已不再属于我。

爱丫爱丫~BY2

最近爱上了这首歌。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
不知道为什么， 我的心被触动了^^

3 Jan 2009 , new trying...kaka

Today is a special day . BUT raining ..
Again , it is our first time to go Port Dickson , haha..
Wake up early in the morning, 7am sth ..
Xiao Fen and me start preparing sandwiches...juz treat him better..sleepy then..
We wait for the leng zai to fetch us ...
About 1 and half an hour, we reach the beach ..
Actually we don't know the exact location, so we juz ask around, haha..
P.D is not a good place anyway ...
Why i say so ?
1. No toilet , maybe is unlucky . They say the Majlis lock the toilet and not open today. =="
2. The resort's toilet only available for the member there, including other facilities, also
include the "pondok" . And the guard is watching us...=="
3. The sea really dirty and is in chocolate color, huhuhu..

We are struggling ...shall we play ? swim ? yi...yuke!
At the end, we give up , juz play la since we are there already..
We play sand, water, and threw sand at each other...hoho..funny..
BUT i get injured bcoz i fell down, GOD! However not serious, just bruised!
We are allergy becoz the sea so dirty as we can see panty, clothes, and some rubbish then..=="
We end up changing our clothes at the Esso petrol station ..kaka

I will never forget this kind of experience! The first and the last at this place.

1 jan 2009 , all is First! Happy 牛year!! ~@,@~

I wake up at 1 o'clock , wakaka....u can say i'm a pig!

1. i stay at PJ , littlefen house.
2. i ride Ygene motorbikes go da pao.
3. i watch 2 movies with Ygene, actually i just know him. He is her housemate lol..kaka....
We seems know each other long time ago , because both of us are #* *38.....
the movie" Step up 2 " is about street dance, cool and nice;while the other is
about cheerleader. After i watch these movies, i felt like to dance. haha.....
4. Watch the movie, "IP man", with littlefen and Iceshim" leng zai". He want treat us , so
call him this nickname rather than "uncle", wakaka..^o^ This movie is GREAT!
a bit touching.
5. After the midnight show, littlefen suddenly pop up with an idea, let's go Genting Highland!
* MIdnight wah! from Subang ! So i kept silent for a moment as i had regret that i asked her,
" do you feel tired?" Sucks!
6. We were crazy at Genting. Taking picture. Quite WEird one!
7. I go to CASINO, they bring me in as i'm already 21 years old ya! First time oso!:P
JUst visiting only and then apply 1 genting card! hohohohohohoho.....
8. We ate our breakfast at Kuchai Lama there, "DIm sum ", not nice ooo! ONLY carrot cake ok !
9. We are the first customers at there on 2 jan 2009 . hehe..


A New Year, Do what I want , left no regrets! hoorray!

31st Dec 2008 , end of 2008 ~~

My first time and last time in 2008, we celebrate new year eve at Look Out Point, "small genting" , located at ampang there.
Littlefen, Pei Rong, CK , David , Ni Yuan, and me, having fun at there and really enjoy KL night view.
We planned to have dinner at the Gasoline, but the service and system really BAD!!
Have you ever heard only 5 set meal in a restaurant, and each set ONLY with 1 drink.
Is it a business?
Let's me explain why our mood were spoilt.
What i asked is " If i am full now, do i still need to order food ? Can't just order drink?"
The waiter said," Nope. You need to order food with drink together. "
Ridiculous !
haih............
We went to another restaurant to meet David's friends. Still worse.
When food was served, they asked you to paid before you finished your meals. When you say paid later, they say no way !
I just can't tolerate the way they served the food and drinks. They din say excuse me ! just come from each direction suddenly! And the worse thing is the drinks could drop on your shirt accidentally.
haha......rude man !
ok....
time still moving on.. so evryone was waiting for 12 am in 1 jan to arrive.
At last we could see whole KL, esp KLCC and Sungai Wang was shined up with fireworks!
Beautiful! Amazing!
After the celebration, i told myself to forget unhappiness in 2008.
^^ What is in the future is a new beginning!